Love Story

2009-05-02T16:43:00.001+08:00

byes!~

2009-04-19T01:09:00.005+08:00

sigh..i angry that you ignore me!!!!!!why?you really that busy?gosh...
theres alws something more important than me..hais.i dont feel special,it hurts to feel ur doubts and mistrust..
it hurts to lose ur love..im afraid of making a mistakes again..im sorry that i judged you..im furious that you
dont im just beside you..you get it?my dear..imy so much..i know i cant rely on you too much so i have to be
independent,,till now,did i rely you much?im shag that you have less time for me x.x
im afraid to trust "someone".i dont wnat you to get sick and you dont tell me that ur professional!can?.
i feel ashamed that im not more loving..cause i dont think i have to love someone who dont appreciate me at
all.wtf!i really have to surrender to my life then..all my past and now.is just like a piece of paper mans!
im afraid of sounding like a nag.im afraid my feeling are not important to you..x.x why?why?WHY?
i just want you to be happy.it feels like nothing i do is ever enough.you know?i know im not perfect at all...
sorry cause noone is perfect.
but im afraid that i cant make you happy.i need ur support again.i miss it.sorry that i resent you so much.
i know you do care me but why cant i feel anything?gosh..
is there still love in dhis relationship?dont you wana think of something to hold onto dhis boat?
one thing i understand you work so hard is for what k?i just dont wana see you fall just lidat..
i appreciated how hard you work..you should konw that i care alot for you?(:
i need to be me and i support you in being you..i love you dear.
please dont let me lose any confident in here..thanks!

2009-03-29T01:16:00.004+08:00

back again to tell you smth=)

im writing you dhis blog to share with you my feeling..i dont mean to tell you what to do.
i just want you to understand my feelings.im angry that you spend so much time at
ur stuff.i want to spend more time with you...im sry that i sound so demanding.
it hurts to feel like you care more about ur stuffs than me..i feel shag that ur tired.
im afraid you may get sick and dont tell me ur pro..im afraid to need you.im shag
cause i feel that i cant rely on you...im afraid to be open with you or be close to you.
im afraid that i cant do anything when ur shag and having problems,it makes me feel im useless and makes me dunno what to say..oh gosh!
im afraid of looking incompetent and you dont appreciate me..
i miss you!im afraid you dont want to spend time with me.im afraid of being another burden
in ur life.im afraid of sounding like a nag..im afraid my feeling are not important to you..
im afraid we are drifting apart and im boring to you...
im so sry if dhis is hard to hear..i know ur doing ur best..
i appreciated how hard you work=)
thanks you for being my husband.you dont have to be perfect..i love you cause ur you!
perhaps dhis is dhe best way to hear our feeling^^

taakaaires lots!

2009-03-18T22:04:00.003+08:00

After 5 mths plus,they were still together...girl is glad to have him.girl trust boy so much and never think of stuff that is possible.their relation started to fade even though the both them didn't say anything..
story develop here...
girl found out boy lied to her.. (he promised not to lie,but...) which things very hard to say..boys are selfish!

if you care him,he says you got no rights
if you don't,he says you no worries
if he fail to woo you,he will change to woo your friends/others
if he got you,he will think of wooing others
if he go out with other girl,told you that go out with friends
if you go out with guys,he says hong
if you give him,he feel that your cheapo!
if you don't,he say you not loving him that much
if you smoke,he says your bad
if he smoke,he says cause he is guy!

what are guys actually thinking..sex?love?care?encouragement?she got the msg she received is fewer than he text to others (girl) msg lots doesn't means to show their loves.thats true!but does couple staying together and text each other not more than 5 msg per day..are they still call "couple"?she still can bear with this little case but lied to her (...) she wants to see how long can they last..forever?few days later? or?and how long can he actually lied by not telling the truth..if guy really love girl,he should be able to think of a possible way to solve the little case.but if the way he think that since she alr found out he lied to her no point explaining this show really empty wanted to avoid by saying this..does the boy have actually think of how much hurt could a girl received?if he wanting the boat not to sink,he would think to improve and spend more time on her..love is selfish too,everyone wants to get more and more from other party but if its stuck nothing will move on..so the girl still have to have confident and trust in him in wahtever things he do...and she just hope everythings could be fine and improve the boat to somethings is interesting.she guess(:

(:

2009-03-17T10:33:00.002+08:00

you cannot escape e responsibility by tomorrow by evading it today
your life, your story and your destiny..

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2009-03-08T05:08:00.001+08:00

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